it seriously feels like a decade since i've actually done ANYTHING as far as deviations are concerned.
and in addition, i feel as though i've lost all connections with my old DA buddies. which is saddening.

as far as LIFE is concerned, i feel either a strong uprising or total breakdown of emotions.
isn't it weird how two things so different can seem to be almost exactly the same thing?

blah.

i have nothing and yet everything to say.
and i dont know where to start.

first off, i need a hair cut SO BADLY.
second, there's a huge spider in the corner of my room, and it is staring at me menacingly.
third, i have NO FRIENDS that i feel like i can talk to anymore. not even my parental units. which is also very saddening.

did i mention the haircut?
yeah so. I NEEEEED ONE>>>>>>>>>>>>

fourth, the spider is crawling underneath my door.
fifth, i am hella tired, but i don't want to sleep just yet.
sixth, like 2 seconds ago i just had a very disturbing realization that i would rather not share with anybody.
seventh, i want some dino chicken nuggets from sizzler right now.
eighth, the word eighth is spelled weird.
ninth, theres a tan line on my middle finger from my ring that's been on that same finger for like,,, four months.
tenth, i am in utter yet subtle discomfort and i feel as though nothing can stop it.
eleventh, ohGr is seriously amazing.
twelfth, this list is just a big product of my procrastination. i should probably get to sleeping soon.
thirteenth, i think a small section of my brain just caught on fire.
fourteenth, theres only 10 days of school left.
fifteenth, and if i don't get my grades up, i might as well be dead all summer.
sixteenth, i wanted to go to prom.
seventeenth, myspace is starting to get really boring
eighteenth, i have a advice column that YOU SHOULD GO VISIT. [link]
nineteenth, how come they always end with -TH?
twentieth, obsessions with one certain object are childish.
twenty first, my theory of -TH has now just been disproved.
twenty second, i know something you don't know. and if you knew it, you'd shit bricks.
twenty third, i believe that cheesecake will make me sick later on tonight.
twenty fourth, x)
twenty fifth, I NEED A FUCKING HAIR CUT
twenty sixth, ears are weird looking.
twenty seventh, speaking of ears, i can hear something that sounds like tv. see number six.
twenty eighth, that pug took the car keys.

...and thats it.
theres much much much more to add to the list but i can't do it right now. as you may know, sleep deprivation has its disadvantages.

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100 Theme Challenge

1.) Make 100 pictures with each picture being represented by a theme listed below. Each picture should have ONE and only ONE theme to it for it to count (meaning, you need 100 separate pictures and can't combine themes)

2.) There is no time limit, so have fun!

3.) Completed pictures should be drawn, but are not limited to just traditional artwork. For all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and Photoshop to create their pictures.

3a.) Pictures should be of your own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DeviantART etiquette policy. Your pictures can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it!

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that...
A.)You are in the challenge.
B.)What you have completed.

5.) Make sure to update your list and check off what is done. Make a link to a completed piece next to the theme used.

6.) In the comments and/or title for your artwork note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

THE LIST

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive[link]
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature[link]
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes[link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale [link]
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody [link]
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food [link]
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm[link]
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation